IN THE AMBULANCE

It all happened in a mad panic, I remember being at 
the front of the crowd as the lights came up and the 
band entered the stage, everyone rushed forward 
crushing me up against the barrier. Immediately I was 
gasping for breath and fighting with my elbows to push 
Dave my boyfriend behind me back so I could catch my 
breath. He was saying something but I could not hear 
him over the roar of the crowd, though I did see him 
grab the barrier and lock his arms out, this helped 
some but I was still feeling crushed.

I looked up at the stage to see Tommo the lead singer 
above me and watched as he raised his arms in the air 
and the crowd went wild, that's when Dave's arms just 
gave out as everyone crushed forward again. The air 
burst from my lungs as I was pressed up against the 
barrier and I could not get my breath. 

Fear set in and the roar of the crowd was deafened by 
the sound of my own heart beating in my ears. Try as I 
might I could not get a breath, stars were starting to 
dance in my eyes, I was in total panic as I was sure I 
was going to die, finally I must have blacked out.

I woke in an ambulance it took me a few moments to 
take stock as I had a face mask on and the cold air 
was burning my nose. I tried to reach up to take it 
off but I had a restraint over my chest and both my 
arms we tied down, in fact my chest was cold I was 
sure my tits were out. I felt so embarrassed and 
scared as this dark shape loomed over me, it took a 
moment for me to focus, but I vaguely recognised his 
uniform as this ambulance man smiled down at me. I 
tried to move my head but I felt the strap on my 
forehead pull tight as I tried to move.

A slight fear took hold of me as his hand came down to 
my face, but he just removed the mask and I got a 
better look at the elderly ambulance man. 

He had a soft voice as he spoke to me. "Hi, how are 
you feeling now?"

I tried to speak but my throat was a bit sore, finally 
I got my words out "What, what happened?"

He stroked the side of my face as he said, "You passed 
out little one, you have some bruising to your ribs 
and breasts from the barrier, but other than that you 
look fine. You should lie still for a while." His 
smile was reassuring as he picked up a clipboard. "You 
think you could answer me a few questions?"

The memories of gasping for my breath came back to me, 
so automatically I took a deep breath, well tried too 
as I winced at the sharp pain that shot through my 
ribs. So I said "Yes" thinking I need my mum right 
now.

He gave me a nice smile as he put a pen to the 
clipboard and asked me my name. 

"Jakie, Jakie Sullivan" I told him. 

He asked me my age so I told thirteen. He asked me who 
I was with and I started to reel off all the names 
that were on the bus from the youth club. He also 
asked for my address and phone numbers, I told him to 
look at my phone as he could ring my mum from that but 
he produced my phone, it was all smashed, and I could 
not remember my home phone number so I said I was 
sorry that I could not remember it.

He mentioned my breasts and how well developed they 
were for my age and I asked if the boys in school 
teased me about them. I felt really embarrassed but 
said that the older boys would call me bubbles cos' 
they were so large. He then asked me if I had let any 
of the boys play with them. I was not comfortable in 
where this was going and asked him if it matters. He 
just smiled at me and said it is just a list of 
questions he has to ask. 

I bit my lip thinking should I or should I not tell 
him I let Dave see them and that he squeezed and 
kissed them on the nipple. I thought it must be right 
and best to be honest so I told him. He smiled down at 
me and I watched as he glanced at my breasts and then 
back at me. I was a little worried now as with my head 
strapped up I could not see my boobs and wondered if 
they were alright. 

He must have seen the look on my face and reassured me 
they looked good and I felt his hot sweaty hands 
circle and stroke each breast and then twist each 
nipple making me wince each time. He asked me how it 
felt when Dave touched my breasts; all the while he 
kept softly stroking and squeezing my boobs. I said it 
just felt odd and that I felt embarrassed as I let 
Dave just do it. 

He asked me if I felt anything in my tummy when he did 
it, I said no and he asked me if it made my vagina wet 
or feel different. I said "No" and was stern in my 
voice as I did not like what he was asking, I could 
even feel myself colouring up. 

He had a quizzical look on his face and said he would 
have to examine me as this was not usual. So I watched 
him leave my vision and just stared at the white roof 
of the ambulance and the arching cross beams as I felt 
him first remove the straps from my ankles and then 
take my shoes and socks off. 

The feeling the cool air on my feet was nice, but I 
was a little nervous as he undid the button to my 
jeans and started to pull them down. I could not help 
him much with this strap just under my boobs but I 
tried to lift my bum up as he pulled them down. When 
he removed my jeans he stroked both of my legs and 
then pulled at my panties. I heard him say that Pink 
was his favourite colour as I lifted my legs so he 
could get them off. 

He was quiet for a while and all I could hear was a 
sharp intake of breath and a low moan come from him. I 
was a bit worried now and thinking my little lady was 
not right or something.

Next I heard the rip of Velcro and him telling me he 
would have to restrain my legs and I let him bend my 
knee and felt his warm hands on my leg as he wrapped 
the velcro strip around my thigh and my ankle then 
pull it tight, it slightly hurt my knee a bit but I 
was ok with it, he then did the other leg.

He slowly pushed my Knees right up saying this would 
be a bit uncomfortable at first but I should relax and 
let him do it so he pushed first one leg up and out 
tying it to the strap over my upper arm and then the 
other leg was lifted. It hurt my chest a bit and I was 
slightly still out of breath being bent almost double 
like this with my bum in the air and I could feel my 
face burning as I could just see my little lady and 
him looking down at me over it. 

I felt a bit cold now and very embarrassed at the 
position I was in. But he smiled down at me and pushed 
a cushion under my back so I was more comfortable.

He walked passed me then and started to talk to the; 
what I guess was the driver or maybe the doctor; as he 
said I was almost ready and he should come through. He 
then walked passed me and said he was going to examine 
my privates, but behind me I heard some clattering as 
something hit the floor and the ambulance sway as this 
big stocky guy loomed over me smiling as he put a hand 
on each side of my face stroking me softly. 

Then I saw the old guy appear over my little lady and 
putting both hands on my bum I felt his finger slowly 
pulling my outer lips open and watched as I saw my 
slit open up for him to look at. He seemed to take a 
long time looking at me and then I watched as he ran 
his finger softly in my slit and then down to my hole 
and back again.

He asked me how did it feel and I said alright. Then 
he pulled my inner lips up and open then softly 
stroked them flat so I was fully open to him. He had a 
big smile on his face and it kind of felt rude the way 
he was looking at it and it just made me get even 
hotter in the face. He then started to gently poke and 
rub at my button. I know at home in the bath I would 
rub this button and it would make me feel nice and 
this did the same. He asked me how it felt and I said 
it was sort of making my tummy turn over in a nice 
way.

He said that this was good but also said I was dry so 
he would have to get me wet to see how that would 
feel. I expected him to get a wet cloth or something 
medical, but no, he leaned over and stuck his tongue 
on me and started to lick my inner lips softly and now 
I was really burning hot in the face thinking he must 
be tasting all my pee. 

It sort of felt nice and did make the feeling in my 
tummy turn faster and even made my legs tremble a bit. 
He was licking at my button and then slowly moving his 
tongue down to my hole, he teased at the opening 
making me clench and then he would circle it so I 
relaxed some and then he would probe again. 

All the time I felt my face getting hotter and my 
little lady getting hotter and more of an urgent need 
for him to keep going somehow, is the only way I could 
explain it.  Then he was licking at my button again 
only this time he put his lips to it and started to 
suck it into his mouth. I did not think my button 
could get so sensitive and it almost hurt as he put 
his teeth on it but good strange feelings were washing 
over me now and although I was embarrassed by his 
examination I was really enjoying what he was doing to 
me in a funny kind of way. 

The stocky guy at my head put his hands on my boobs 
squeezing them tight and started to rub my nipples and 
this too added to the strange feelings inside me. This 
felt so rude and naughty but so nice at the same time 
as the feeling started to get more intense, a lot more 
intense than when I played in the bath.  

This felt really nice but it was cut short when he 
stopped and asked me how it felt now I was wet. I did 
not know how to answer him really but just said it was 
fine. He said I tasted nice and would it be ok if Mr 
Tailor (I think he meant the stocky guy) had a taste 
to be sure all was ok. I was not sure at first but 
thought it would be ok as they knew what they were 
doing. 

Tailor did not move around me but just leaned over me 
pushing his pants in my face as he put his tongue into 
my little lady. His tongue was not as soft as the old 
guys tongue but it did different things as it was 
fatter and slid down and up all of my slit at once and 
it sent deep good feelings over me. Then he put all of 
my little lady in his mouth and I could feel his beard 
prickling me in a kind of nice way, but it was the 
feeling of this hot warmth sliding tongue all over me 
all at once that just made the feeling inside me that 
much harder to ignore. 

I found myself gasping, then it happened it felt like 
all of my blood had rushed to my head and it was about 
to explode with all these strange intense feeling 
building up and I could not hold it back any longer as 
my whole body started to jerk in time with his licking 
and my heart was racing like it wanted to jump out of 
my chest, all these feeling were coming from my little 
lady and his tongue. 

I just had to cry out and felt tears run down my face 
as I moaned and gasped for breath as these feelings 
exploded from my little lady all over me. Until 
finally he pulled back letting the cool air get to my 
wet slit and he was laughing to himself as he stood 
up.

The old guy asked me how I felt now and I could not 
answer him being bent up like this as I could hardly 
catch my breath, but I am sure I smiled as he patted 
my bum. 

He gently stoked my bum as I calmed down and then he 
asked me if I felt better, I could not deny it so I 
told him I felt wonderful. He told me to thank Mr 
Tailor for making me cum. Now that's a word I had 
heard said at school and knew it was rude and knew it 
was to do with sex. But he just slapped my bum hard 
and said that I should thank Mr Tailor for making my 
cunt cum. 

I cried out as he slapped me, but he just repeated the 
slap again telling me to Thank Mr Tailor for eating my 
cunt more sturnly. I knew what a cunt was and it was a 
rude word for my little lady so I just told him to 
stop it and he said once I have thanked Mr Tailor for 
making me feel better and making my cunt cum. 

So I said, "Thank you Mr Tailor." 

But I just got another slap and a "What for?" he 
demanded.

So I said it, I did not want to say the rude words but 
I said it so I did not get another slap. "Thank you Mr 
Tailor for making my... cunt cum." 

The old guy smiled at me then and stroked my bum where 
he had slapped me. He said I was good girl and that I 
should thank my mummy for my good manners and I should 
tell her how Mr Tailor had licked my cunt until I came 
in his mouth. Mr Tailor smiled down at me wiping my 
tears away; he then brushed his big rough thumb over 
my lips and then parted them, then in a very deep 
voice asked me to open up so he could examine my 
throat. I did not want to at first, but he did ask 
nicely and repeated himself saying "Please open up 
Jakie."

So I opened my mouth and he pushed his thumb in and 
said no biting now, it tasted of soap as he pushed it 
onto my tongue and then rubbed it on the top of my 
mouth he then pushed it all the way to the back of my 
mouth making me gag. Once he saw me jump as I gagged 
he pulled back a bit and told me to roll my tongue 
around it. I was sure the doctors did this with a big 
wooden lollypop stick thing as I have seen them on TV. 

I did roll my tongue around it and he said it was nice 
and to close my lips around it and start to suck it as 
well. Thinking this was a bit strange I did as I was 
told and put my lips on it and as I sucked he moved it 
up and down almost taking it out of my mouth and back 
in again all the way until I gagged. He told me to 
relax and try not to gag so I tried to relax as he 
pushed his thumb all the way to the back of my throat 
and started to push it down my throat. It did not work 
as it caused me to cough and he would pull it back 
again and all he would say 

 to me was to keep moving my tongue. Finally I got the 
gagging under control as he managed to push his thumb 
down my throat and said that I was a good girl as he 
pulled his thumb out and told the older guy that I had 
a hot mouth and a snaky tongue but my throat was tight 
and could do with a good stretching.

It was the old guy who pulled me back to myself with a 
shock as he said "Time we did and internal examination 
then Miss Sullivan, we have to be sure there has been 
no internal damage."

I automatically tensed as he put his hands on my bum 
again and then I jumped as he slid a finger along my 
slit and then poked it softly at my bottom. "Please 
relax." He said, but each time he tried to push into 
me I would automatically tighten up. "Please relax 
your arse Miss Sullivan or it will be uncomfortable 
for you." I let out a squeal as I felt him push the 
tip of his finger into me. It felt like it was burning 
me as I my body tensed up again clamping my ring on 
his finger. 

He frowned at me then. "Please relax Miss Sullivan 
think of it as having a big shit, just push down as I 
push in and it will be over before you know it."

OK then I said to myself as I steeled myself and 
pushed down hoping I would not poo on him. I gritted 
my teeth and pushed and as I pushed down I felt his 
knobbly finger go into me. "Keep pushing." He said, so 
I hissed in another breath and held it as I pushed and 
I felt his finger go deeper and when he had managed to 
get it all the way in he said I was a brave girl. This 
did not help my feelings much as I could see him 
smiling at Mr Tailor as he squirmed his finger around 
inside me. 

I could feel every knobble of his finger as he wiggled 
it around, then he pulled it out and there was a brown 
blob on his finger. Ewe I thought as I screwed my eyes 
up and he said what a dirty girl I was. I did not know 
he was going to go poking at my bottom hole, I felt so 
embarrassed and felt my face flush red with the heat 
of my embarrassment. 

I watch him wipe his finger and then spit on it and 
started to poke at my bum again sliding his finger in 
and out, it made me tense each time he pushed it back 
into me as I could feel his knobbly finger sink into 
me slowly. He started to move it faster and faster and 
it was making my bum really sore so I had to ask him 
to please stop. 

He smiled at me and asked "how did that feel?"

I told him "Uncomfortable and it hurts me."

He frowned and I thought I had done something wrong or 
that I might have something wrong with me. 

"Mr Tailor" he said "could you please open Miss 
Sullivan up for me?"

Mr Tailor moved forward again pushing his pants 
against my head again and I saw him put his thumb in 
his mouth as he leaned forward and then put it against 
my bum hole. "Take a deep breath Miss Sullivan" he 
growled "this will hurt a bit but it has to be done.

I felt him push his thumb at my bum hole and I tensed 
as I felt him push, but my body did not want this as I 
held my breath so I could hold my bum tighter as I did 
not want it to be in my bum. Then he pushed real hard 
and I cried out as his fat thumb when into my bum and 
he screwed it around and around making me cry out as 
he worked it deeper, he was rough and I could feel my 
bum hole tingling and burning as he twisted and 
wriggled his thumb around. 

Soon I was crying at what he was doing and begging for 
him to stop but he just grumbled "it has to be done 
Miss Sullivan, it's for your own good." So I stopped 
fighting and tried to relax and let him push his fat 
thumb in and out of my bum hole. It hurt like a hell 
so I cried silently letting the tears flow, I could 
even feel my tears tickling my ears as they flowed 
down my face. 

He was pulling and pushing his thumb around and then 
he pulled out only to have the old guy push two 
fingers in, this really hurt me so I screamed as he 
pushed them in and wiggled them around and stated to 
push them in and out really fast. It felt like my bum 
hole was really stretched and burning as he pushed in 
and out of me, I was begging him to stop but he just 
carried on and was just smiling at me as I cried. I 
could feel Mr Tailor's big hands on my bum cheeks 
pulling them open so the old guy could push even 
harder and faster until I was screaming for him to 
please stop.

Then it was over and he was out of me wiping his 
fingers saying what a dirty girl I was and how he 
would have to give my bum a good poking later again to 
be sure I was clean and not too tight.

I was not happy at the thought he was going to do it 
again, I was just snivelling back my tears as he said 
"Right Miss Sullivan let me take a look at this cunt 
of yours." 

The thought of what they had just done to my bum being 
done to my little lady made me react. "No, no, please 
I am fine. Please don't."

He placed a hand on the back of my leg and patted it 
gently. "Now, now Miss Sullivan, there is no need to 
fret as it has to be done. We have already found your 
asshole is tight and still needs stretching also Mr 
Tailor says your throat needs opening up, so we must 
finish the examination then we can figure out what 
would be our best way to treat you."

I felt him slide his hand down my leg to my bum and 
start to pull my slit open again. I started to beg 
him, "Please don't. I don't want you too, it will 
hurt."

Again he patted my bum and said "This has to be done 
as it is a matter of procedure we have to follow."

Now I was getting very nervous at the feelings that 
this was not right and it was all wrong in what they 
were doing to me. I was not even sure Mr Tailor was 
even a doctor. I just wanted my Mum or my Dad to be 
here to hold my hand.

I sniffled back my tears as he pulled my inner lips 
open and I jumped as he put his finger at my hole. I 
jumped again as he pushed it in, he told me to stay 
still so I tried to stay still but it was 
uncomfortable and I could feel his finger slowly going 
deeper and it would make me jump and wince as he 
twisted it.  All the while I could see his eyes were 
locked on my slit and they were really wide open.

I saw him wet a finger of his other hand and I thought 
he was going to try and push that in too but he 
didn't, he just started to rub my button again. This 
was nice but still uncomfortable with his finger just 
inside me and I really wished my mum was here to hold 
my hand while this ambulance man pocked at me and I 
bet Dad would not let them be so ruff with my little 
lady or my bum.

It was not nice being poked at almost upside down as I 
was and Mr Tailor was leaning over me watching what 
the old guy was doing. Then when the old guy pulled 
his finger out he pronounced I was a virgin and that I 
was that tight anyone would have problems getting 
their dick into me and a good fuck would probably 
split my cunt. 

I was worried now as my thoughts raced, I knew they 
were using grownup words for sex and Dave my boyfriend 
wanted to have sex with me but being told I was too 
small for a dick and that having sex would split me 
open. 

The old guy must have seen my face change so he asked 
me. "Were you thinking of having sex Miss Sullivan?"

I sort of mumbled, so he asked again "Were you 
thinking of fucking Miss Sullivan?"

So I told him I was thinking of letting Dave have sex 
with me sometime, so he asked Mr Tailor to give his 
opinion on my cunt. Mr Tailor leaned over me again and 
put his arm on my leg, he was heavy as he pushed me 
down and he leaned that far over I could not see much 
more than his belly over hanging his pants. But I felt 
him just touch my hole and it made me jump and I 
squeezed it shut, he did this a few time until I 
stopped jumping and started to put his finger into me. 
It was fatter than the old mans and I could feel I was 
tight around it as he pushed it in and pulled it out 
and then back in again he kept doing this and I could 
feel my hole relaxing and letting him do it. 

I could feel my little lady getting hot again and I 
was sure I was wet as it kinda felt nice but 
uncomfortable at the same time. He kept doing it and 
as I got wetter it did not hurt so much when he 
wiggled it inside me. But when he pulled out and slid 
his finger to my button and then back down and in 
again, it started to feel nice and was bringing back 
them sexy feeling inside me again. 

He did not stop when I started to try and hide my 
moans; he just started to go faster making the strange 
feeling wash over me again and all the blood rush to 
my head. The strange feelings of almost wetting myself 
while he rolled his finger around my button and then 
push it back inside me was wonderful and soon my 
little lady was biting on his finger as he pushed it 
in and the sounds it was all making as he examined my 
slit just made me get hotter and hotter. He was going 
on for ages when the whoosh hit me and I was gasping 
for breath and moaning as my hole clamped hard down on 
his finger wanting to pull it deeper inside me. 

Finally he stopped and I could relax and he just 
kissed my little lady again as he got up and 
pronounced. "She has a tight cunt and will need 
opening up, I don't believe she will split as her cunt 
gets really wet and I am sure she will be a good tight 
fuck though."

The old guy saw the worried look on my face and then 
back to Mr Tailor. "What do you believe we should do?" 

Mr Tailor gave a short answer, "Open her up."

That's when the old guy looked at me and said. "I wish 
you're Mum and Dad were here so I could get permission 
to open you up, or even get your Dad to open you up, 
but they are not so we will have to go ahead and open 
you up without their permission. Are you OK with 
that?"

I was really not liking the thought of this happening 
to me, my little lady was my most precious delicate 
thing and Dad had always said that if I ever wanted to 
have sex I was to not do it there and then but go home 
and think about it first, where Mum would just say 
don't do it until I was truly in love. But now being 
told I was too tight for sex and I needed to be opened 
up I was all confused as to what to say. 

I mean, yes I wanted to have sex, and now I am told I 
am too tight for it. Yes I was smaller than the other 
girls in my year and I have heard that it hurts when 
you do it for the first time. So with me being tight 
and that I did want to have sex with Dave at some 
point I thought it best if I said yes, but was still 
worried at how they were going to do it and what 
instruments they might use.

The old guys face lit up and he rubbed his hands 
together and Mr Tailor gave a little laugh as I said, 
"Yes."

The old guy disappeared out of my view but I could 
hear him at the bottom of the bunk messing with 
something as he asked me, "Which hole do you want me 
to open up first? Your ass, your cunt or your throat?"

I was not ready for my little lady to be opened up 
more than they had just done so I said "My bum." I 
thought it would be the least of my problems. Then I 
felt the old guy climb onto the bunk and saw his 
smiling face as he came into view over my slit, he was 
naked and saw his wrinkly skin and saggy man boobs 
covered in grey hairs as he moved forward. My tummy 
turned over and filled with dread and I tried to move 
and wriggle away but I was caught tight in the 
restraints as his hand came in contact with my bottom.  

I saw it his willy springing around with a bright red 
head and a fat vain all the way up it and I could 
clearly see his two balls in their ball bag and it was 
all covered in grey curly hair. I started to shake 
with fear as he came close and a jolt of shock made me 
jump as he put his dick flat on my slit, all I could 
see was this red head with a tiny slit in it that had 
a spot of clear pee leaking out and I watched it as 
run down and landed on me.

I was scared now, really scared as I was not expecting 
him to get his willy out, yes I have seen Dave's willy 
but that was small and wrinkly and had a hard bumpy 
bone in the middle under the soft skin. But this one 
had no soft skin, it was also over three times the 
size if Dave's willy, as Dave's would fit in my hand, 
but this was big and looked angry as I felt him push 
and pull it on my wet slit.

Then he rose up and pointed his willy down at my bum 
and I could feel the hot sticky end just touching my 
bum hole. 

Even before he pushed down I screamed 
"Noooooooooooooo." But he pushed and the No turned in 
to a scream as I felt him push into me, first I felt 
the soft head squash up against me and then the hard 
bone in it pushed it inside me and it hurt like hell 
as my bum was forced open to take it. Then he stopped 
and looked like he was in pain himself as he was 
biting his bottom lip and looking down at his willy. 

I almost felt sorry for him with my bum being so tight 
but he pushed again and more was pushed into me. Then 
he let go of his willy and put his hands on my bum 
pulling my bum cheeks apart as he pushed into me again 
and again, I screamed as he got more of his hard willy 
into me. I could feel it inside me hard and fat and I 
then knew what he meant when he said that I might 
split as it was that big. 

He stopped again and I felt his willy twitch inside me 
and he started to pull back out of me and I thought it 
was over and he was done opening me up only to see him 
thrust down hard and I screamed as his hard willy 
rammed into me and he was all the way inside me as I 
felt his hairy balls squash up against me and he had 
his eyes closed tight as he groaned deep and loud. 

I thought this must be it, he must be finished opening 
me up as he pulled back a little bit, but no he pushed 
in to me again. He kept doing it and started to get 
faster each time he would push into me it was harder 
and faster than the last like he was trying to push 
more inside me than he had. I cried out each time he 
pushed into me all the while Mr Tailor gently stroked 
my hair. 

Then I felt the old guy start to tremble and groan, 
then he was shouting "what a tight fucking bitching 
ass" as his willy started to jerk inside me and filled 
me with hot burning liquid in short sharp jerks and 
his whole body jerked as his willy jerked and I 
thought he had pee'ed inside me. Then he sort of 
collapsed with his head down looking at my bum as I 
felt his willy soften inside me and slowly start to 
shrink so I pushed and felt it push out like a long 
turd. He then looked up smiling at Mr Tailor as I felt 
all his pee run down my back saying that I was one 
tight fuck.

Mr Tailor just looked down at me and stroked my tears 
away smiling softly at me. Once he had wiped my tears 
away he reached under the bunk and I heard a click and 
my head dropped back and slowly he dropped it all the 
way back until it was craning my neck to almost 
breaking point then I heard it click again. I managed 
to croak out that it was breaking my neck when he put 
his thumb back to my lips and told me to suck it. I 
did not want to do it, but I was that far back I could 
not clamp my teeth hard together without it hurting my 
neck so he had no problem pushing it in. 

He reminded me to suck it and to use my tongue as his 
hand pushed hard against my face and his thumb pushed 
down my throat into to my gullet making me cough and 
gag. But not like before he did not pull it back, he 
just pushed it harder into my face squashing my lips 
and going further down my throat. Then he pulled back 
and pushed his thumb in again reminding me to use my 
tongue. I tried my best but when he hit my throat I 
would gag and snort but he would just crush my tongue 
down digging his thumb into my throat. 

After a while he just let me suck his thumb and I 
rolled my tongue around it. He swapped hands and let 
me suck his other thumb and then he pushed both thumbs 
into my mouth making my lips tingle as he pulled them 
open and started push and probe at my tongue and then 
pulling at the back of my mouth completely ignoring my 
coughing and gagging. 

I thought he was done when he wiped his thumbs on my 
neck, but he wasn't. He started to remove his belt and 
pulled his zipper down and then released his braces 
first one and then the other and out sprang this huge 
willy bouncing right into my face. It was fat and long 
very much fatter and longer than the old guy's willy. 
It had skin around the end like it was hiding a ball, 
an angry red ball with a big hole gaping open at me. I 
could smell it too, it smelled musky and hot and he 
pulled the skin back slowly to reveal this large 
almost purple ball of a head. It was frightening in 
its size and I could feel the heat radiating off it as 
he pushed it against my lips. 

Part of me was thankful he did not shove this thing up 
my bum and another part of me did not dare think about 
letting it anywhere near my mouth. He slowly pulled it 
back and too across my lips and as I would not open up 
he started to rub his hot hard cock over my face even 
squashing his hairy balls on my head. He kept asking 
me to open my mouth but I was not going to let him put 
that thing in my mouth it was too big and too 
frightening. He started to slap it against my face, it 
did not hurt but it was heavy as it hit me.

I could hear in his voice that he was getting angry 
but still I did not open my mouth, then it hit me a 
big hard hand slapped me on the side of the face 
making me cry out and instantly making me cry. I told 
me again to open up or he would hit me again, but I 
just clamped my mouth shut gritting my teeth as he 
smacked me again. Then the old guy started to slap my 
bum soon it started me really crying hard but I tried 
to keep my mouth shut until Mr Tailor gripped my boobs 
and twisted and I could not stand the pain anymore so 
through sobs I gave in and opened my mouth wide. 

He let me calm down first and then just held it there 
just before my lips and told me to lick it. I 
attentively stuck my tongue out and made contact with 
his warm willy. I wiggled it a bit and pulled back 
quickly as I realised I had put my tongue in his pee 
hole. He growled for me to do it again, so I stuck my 
tongue out again and he pushed it up against my lips 
as I rolled my tongue around it and then he pushed it 
in and I felt it rub past my lips and teeth pushing my 
tongue back into my mouth.  

He groaned softly as I closed my lips over it and 
licked the salty hot ball end to his willy, feeling 
the smooth softness and how it seemed to thump and 
throb in my mouth. Then he started to rock pushing it 
slowly back and too then after a while he started to 
push it to the back of my mouth. I was content to let 
him do this when I felt the old guy start to poke his 
finger in and out of my bum hole, it was not as bad as 
before but it still hurt some and I would groan as he 
push his finger all the way into me. 

I so wanted my arms free so I could nurse my sore bum 
but right now I had this big willy in my mouth and I 
knew this was no longer an examination this was rape. 
I started to cry to myself as to how they had got me 
to do all this and I had just gone along with it and 
let them do it.

I felt really stupid right then and so silly at how I 
had let them do it and how I had gone along with 
letting them abuse me. But it was too late now they 
had got me how they wanted and I was so trust up I 
could not even fight them off.

Mr Tailor started to push deeper and harder at the 
back of my throat and as more of his willy entered my 
mouth the rest of his willy got fatter opening my 
mouth wider until he was rubbing along my teeth and 
crushing up at the back of my throat. I was crying and 
sobbing having problems breathing felling really sorry 
for myself when I felt a hot willy at my little lady 
and it was trying to push into me. 

I tried to cry out at the pain around this willy in my 
mouth as it felt like I really was being split in two 
as a very sharp pain shot through me and deep inside I 
knew I was no longer a virgin as the old man rammed 
all the way inside me. It felt horrible having this 
thing inside me and felt it filling my poor little 
lady up. It was stretching me open and it hurt as he 
started to push in and out of me. 

I cried only to have them stifled when Mr Tailor 
pushed really hard and his willy got into my throat as 
he started to push it in until his balls pushed up 
against my eyes. I wanted to puke and the desperate 
feeling of wanting to breathe brought the panic back 
to me. Then he pulled back letting me gasp for air 
only to have him force it back down my throat again. 
All I could do was cry as I had one willy in my hole 
and one down my throat. 

My throat hurt, my neck hurt, my ribs hurt, my back 
hurt, my bum hurt and hole hurt and even my knees 
hurt. I could not get away from it as they both 
started to really bang their willy's into me. I just 
wanted my Mum or my Dad, I even found myself wishing 
Dave would come to rescue me.

Then I felt the old man's willy start to explode his 
pee inside me again as he was grunting and groaning 
saying what a tight twat I had. Then thankfully he 
stopped and Mr Tailor pulled out letting me breath 
only to see him push the old guy out of the way and 
get onto the bunk. 

I screamed, "NOOO!" As he pointed his big fat willy at 
my already sore little lady, but he showed no care as 
he started to squeeze it into me. I screamed as he got 
the head into me and grabbed my knees as he pushed and 
pulled to get more into me. It was a white hot pain 
that was running through me as he pushed and then I 
felt a huge stabbing pain as I felt him hit my womb 
deep inside me. 

He just grinned down at me and said, "Now I am going 
to fuck your brains out you dirty little bitch." 

He pulled back so he was almost out of me and then 
slammed into me and I screamed and screamed as he hit 
my womb time and again with the long thrusts of his 
hard fat willy as it rammed into me. I could scream no 
more so I just gasped for breath and with every muscle 
in my body pulling at the restraints as this fat beast 
pounded his willy deep into my belly. It was that deep 
I thought, he was going to burst out of my mouth. My 
head was swimming in the pain I was receiving, I 
opened my eyes only just in time to see the old guy 
pushing his wrinkled willy into my mouth. It was hot 
and soft but it tasted really salty and I could taste 
blood on it and knew it must be mine. 

Soon his willy started to swell in my mouth and as 
soon as it was hard he was pushing it down my throat, 
it was not as big and fat as Mr Tailor's willy so I 
could breath as it went down my throat. But it still 
felt horrible and added to my misery.

Mr Tailor leaned over me and put his hands on my boobs 
to brace himself as he pushed in and out of me trying 
to get all of his willy into me and the impact of each 
of his thrusts almost broke my back as he used all his 
weight to ram into me as he gripped my tits hard 
really digging his fingers in with his heavy weight 
crushing down on my ribs knocking the air out of me 
again. I was in total panic now unable to do anything 
but receive move punishment from these two men.

It went on for a long, long time and all I could hear 
was Mr Tailor grunting saying "Take my fat cock you 
bitch" or "I'm gona' split your cunt little slag." He 
managed to get it all inside me and with long hard 
thrusts he would pull all the way back and then slam 
into me. The old guy matched his speed and would slam 
his willy down my throat at the same time almost 
braking my jaw. 

Then the old guy pulled back taking his willy out of 
my mouth and he shot steams of white stuff from his 
willy all over my face and then pushed it deep down my 
throat as he let his willy empty it's goo. He kept it 
in my mouth as Mr Tailor pulled his wily out of my 
hole and pushed it at my bum. It would not go and I 
tensed as hard as I could but with a burning hot pain 
he got it in and this time I did scream as he forced 
it into me, I screamed until I could scream no more 
and just gasped for breath around the old guys willy. 
It was a burning hot rod of pain in my bum as he 
pushed into me and back and then down again, his willy 
was that hard that no matter how much I tried to push 
down or tense my bum hole it would just crash back 
into me. 

Then the strap holding my head sipped off and I pulled 
my head up forcing the old guy's willy out of my mouth 
and I could see the anger and hate in Mr Tailor's face 
as he pushed this big fat willy into me. He started to 
go faster and faster and getting deeper until he was 
banging hard up against me and then he tensed and I 
could feel his willy getting even bigger as he 
trembled above me and it exploded inside me, throbbing 
and jumping as it pee'ed it's white stuff inside me. 

He then pulled himself back up and taking his willy 
out of my bum pushed it into my little lady, all the 
while shooting his white goo into me. Then he relaxed 
and pulled out of me slapping my slit really hard 
making me cry out again. He was gasping for breath as 
he put his thumb up my bum and two fingers into my 
hole and wiggled them around smiling at the old guy 
saying "She is fucking slack now."

He finally left me alone and they both got dressed. 
The old man wiped my face with a wet cloth and then 
did the same to my bits. I almost screamed again as he 
undid my leg restraints and let my legs stretch out. 
He then let my arms go free and pulled me up, I tried 
to get my hands to my little lady but he pulled my top 
off me and as I nursed my abused slit he opened the 
back doors and grabbing me by my hair and just threw 
me out. I landed hard and rolled against a green 
stripped tent as he gave me a salute and said to 
remember to tell my Mum and Dad what a good tight fuck 
I was as the ambulance slowly drove away lights 
flashing.

I curled into a ball and the last I remember was 
crying before I passed out. I woke again inside an 
ambulance and panic set in but Dave was there holding 
my hand and I relaxed a bit, I was covered in a green 
blanket but I was free to move. I tried to sit up but 
this woman ambulance person told me just to lay still 
and relax.

****

The next few months were a blur of doctors and police 
combined with hugs from Mum and Dad. 

When Dave found out what had really happened he made 
me tell him all they did to me then demanded I fuck 
him too, I did not want to but I loved him and know he 
loves me so I gave in to his demands. He made me meet 
him in the gym equipment room and I had to suck him 
off first and then lay down as he put it in me, he 
grunted and groaned as he pushed in and out.  It was 
awful and I cried all the time he did it to me and was 
thankful he did not last long. Dave dumped me right 
after that and would not speak to me again. 

Three months later come my birthday I was feeling 
really sad and sorry for myself when Mum and Dad said 
they were taking me out. They took me to see my 
favourite group, I was a bit scared but Mum and Dad 
were there and they had got us a private box to watch 
the show. Tommo was awesome and dead sexy in his tight 
leather pants. Then after the show I squealed with joy 
as Dad pulled out backstage passes for us all.

There was a bit of queue to get in, but finally I got 
to the backstage area and Tommo came right up to me 
and picked me up spinning me around and then gave me a 
huge hug, he was holding me on his hip with my legs 
wrapped around him as he shook Mum and Dad's hands. I 
was in total dream land being here holding onto Tommo 
with all my might and him holding me tight to him. I 
could smell the sweat on him from his performance but 
I could not help myself as I kissed his raven black 
hair. I wrapped both of arms around his neck and 
squeezed him tight between my legs. He told me to calm 
down and he kissed me on the cheek almost leaving a 
permanent burn mark from those hot lips.

Tommo KISSED MEEEEEE wow I was in heaven I could have 
died there and then and been forever happy. But 
instead he carried me around backstage like I was 
nothing and he pointed to all the beer and champagne 
telling Mum and Dad to help themselves. He introduced 
them to his manager and told him to go and show them 
around. Mum and Dad left with the manager and I was 
with my dreamboat Tommo. I had to keep pinching myself 
as I could not believe it and all these tall sexy 
girls were all trying to get to him, but he just kept 
waving them away as he took me to his dressing room 
with a huge gold star on it and Tommo written over it.

My head was swimming as he carried me in and lowered 
me down, I still tried to cling on but he pushed me 
back and I got a good up close look at them dead sexy 
abs of his. He pulled my head up by my chin and I got 
to look into them deep sapphire blue eyes of his. He 
was talking but I was lost in my dreams, finally he 
got through. "It's Jackie, right?" he lowered his head 
so his thick red lips were right in front of me.

I was tongue tied and could only nod my head.  He then 
pulled me to him so my head was right up against his 
sexy abs and his muscles were hard against my cheek. 
He stroked my head softly and said how my Dad had 
written to him telling him what a terrible experience 
I had the last time I tried to see him. A flash of 
remembered screams at the memories of this big dick 
being pushed into me went through my mind so I hugged 
Tommo even closer and tighter as I could not believe 
this was real, he just stroked my hair softly.

He finally pushed me back and I was a bit sad as I 
thought that he was about to send me away so I kept my 
head down and just looked at his zipper for some 
reason. He gently put his hand on the side of my face 
stroking my hair behind my ears and said "If there is 
anything I can do for you please just ask it of me and 
I will do my best for you." I wanted to cry then and I 
also wanted to say marry me, but my hand had a mind of 
its own and reached for his zipper and pulled it down. 

He grabbed my hand real quick saying "Hay stop that!"

But I looked up at him and said "All I have is bad 
memories of them two men and what they did to me." I 
stuttered some and bit my lip but carried on "I want 
to feel you inside me and have those memories and not 
those horrible ones". 

He just pulled me close and held me real tight and 
then slowly lowered himself down to kiss me full on 
the lips. My heart jumped and my mind swam with 
emotions as I opened wide and pushed my tongue into 
his warm mouth. He tasted sweet as his tongue met mine 
and then entered my mouth. He pushed me back until we 
both landed on the sofa and he was kissing me and I 
was kissing him while his hands wandered all over me 
sending me high as a kite. 

My hands were tangled in his hair as he lifted my 
skirt and pulled at my panties and then they were off 
and his hot hands were between my legs. He broke the 
kiss, unbuttoning my top he planted a kisses across my 
boobs and all the way down my belly, his hands pushed 
up my bra and cupped my breasts squeezing then gently 
as he reached my pussy with his kisses, it was pure 
electric that passed through me at each kiss and as 
his tongue slid over my button, I thought my head 
would explode. He kissed and sucked while I groaned 
and squealed as he worked at my pussy. He was amazing 
as I knew he would be, I came on his face time and 
again I never wanted him to stop I was pulling him 
hard by the hair into me as he delved into my pussy 
with his tongue.

Another climax ripped through me and he pulled back 
standing up. No I thought this cannot be it, but he 
flipped the button on his leather pants and pushed 
them down and off and stood before me naked. Tommo 
naked before me, his gorgeous bronze tanned and toned 
body and this huge thick dick sticking out, it was a 
lot bigger than Mr Tailor's and it looked lovely to 
me. I sat up and took hold of it and pulled him 
towards my open mouth, I took him right into my mouth 
and rolled my tongue around the salty gorgeous soft 
head and started to suck him off pushing him right to 
the back of my throat and then with a little effort as 
it was big and fat, I managed to get him all the way 
down my throat.

I pushed that hard I managed to push my nose into his 
pubes as I forced my tongue out over my teeth and 
started to lick his balls. I could not breathe but I 
did not care this was my love, my one and only Tommo 
and I had his cock inside me, I would of swallowed it 
balls and all if I could. Soon I was face fucking his 
cock taking it all the way out and then all the way 
down my throat. Tommo was moaning and groaning saying 
"Fuck" all the time.

Finally he had to stop me by pushing me back on the 
sofa, I knew what he wanted as I wanted it more as he 
gripped his dick and I pulled my knees and putting a 
hand on either side of my little lady I opened her up 
for him to take, as soon as his dick touched my pussy 
I orgasmed. Then he pushed himself into me filling me 
up with his big dick as my head span off into heaven. 
My head felt like it was going to explode with the 
pleasure and my heart felt like it was running a race 
as he pushed into me and I felt him hit my womb, but I 
wanted more so I pulled him down and wrapped my legs 
around him and said "I love you so much Tommo please 
fuck me."

He did with long and slow with tender kisses, I was in 
total heaven and high on planet climax as he rode me, 
I don't know how long or how many position we got into 
or even the amount of times I got him hard after 
cuming, but the last I remember he had my legs up and 
my feet at the side of his head as he came inside me 
screwing his face up and shouting "oh god! oh god! 
Fuck oh god!" as he came filling me with his love cum 
again in hot throbbing shots as my own intense climax 
sent me into blackness and I passed out.

I woke to see him drying his hair and smiling singing 
my favourite song softly to me, so I smiled back at 
him and I could still fell those soft waves of 
pleasure passing through me. I moved to sit up and I 
felt his spunk run out of me and I reach to stop it, 
but he threw me the towel so I used that to clean 
myself as I stood up. I was close to him and he pulled 
me in for a tight hot kiss with them lovely thick lips 
of his, my head was swimming and my heart racing again 
as he broke the kiss and asked me if I was Ok.

OK, I thought. Christ I had just had the best ever 
fuck of a lifetime with the hottest guy on the planet 
and he was asking if I was alright? I just kissed him 
back and ignored his question thinking how dumb could 
he possibly be. He slid a finger along my slit and 
pushed it into me, I gasped into his mouth and he 
slowly stroked in and out of me until my knees started 
to wobble and I felt the gush of my climax wash down 
my legs and he held me tight as the waves of pleasure 
passed through me. "I love you." I managed to gasp 
into his mouth. 

I knew the dreaded time would come and with a heavy 
heart he stood up and said let's get you back to Mum 
and Dad they will be worried about you. I cleaned 
myself up again and got dressed, I stood there biting 
my finger as he opened the door, finally I walked out 
as he held the door open and he patted my bum lifting 
my skirt to squeeze my butt as I walked through making 
me giggle. 

I was still floating on wobbly legs as I walked to the 
backstage area where it was almost empty save for Mum 
and Dad who were still chatting to the manager. Mum 
held her arms open for a big hug and I gave her the 
biggest hug ever and told her this was the best 
birthday ever. When we finally left Tommo gave me 
loads of stuff, all signed and then a big kiss on the 
cheek as he hugged me goodbye. 

Driving home in the back of the car I touched my pussy 
and it was still wet and sticky and it sent waves of 
pleasure through me reminding me of Tommo, somehow I 
had left my knickers behind and thought how naughty I 
had been with him and how he had made me feel so good. 
I came three more times before we got home dreaming of 
Tommo. I knew then Tommo was the man I wanted to marry 
as I played with my pussy in the back of my Dad's car 
watching the street lights wiz by. That night I fell 
asleep while still playing with my pussy dreaming of 
Tommo inside me and how much I loved him and how I 
could not wait until we made love again.

***

I have written to Tommo almost every day and he does 
write back to me sometimes wishing me luck but this 
letter I am writing to him now is special as this time 
I am overjoyed, it has been three months since I had 
seen him. I did a pregnancy test, it was blue, 
positive! 

I am so in love and I know Tommo must love me just the 
same so I cannot wait to see him again, he will be so 
happy with the news I am sure.